So here we go, I am sick of people not taking me seriously. I don't get angry often, and I am not rude, but that shouldn't mean people expect me to be nice all the time. And when I do speak out for myself nobody listens because they take me as a joke. I am not a joke. People have changed. Effort is so much... effort. These days I sit in my room, painting. That is all I do. Paint. I hardly ever talk to/see anybody yet at the drop of a hat I will do anything for any one of you, and I don't get half the recognition I should. I try so so hard, and I don't ever want to stop trying because I couldn't imagine having nothing. I shouldn't be nearly as scared of loss as I am. I know people are going to say 'there are better things to be sooking about' but for christs sake, get fucking real.
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